The Sweet Revenge

today, friend J. asked, " do u guys have the favorite poem? "

i didnt answer it that time

actually, there do has the answer in my mind

simple but impressing



夏宇 << 甜蜜的復仇 >>


把你的影子 加點鹽 醃起來風乾


老的時候

下酒

Principle

the planet orbits the fixed star day after day

and the comet only come close once in the life

however........Ive never known...

finally, im the rule breaker

following rules is golden

an accidental visitor should just leave silently as nobody

umm..... this time, ill be a good player

......Undefined

總是會有個特別的 細微的情緒 在誰和誰之間起了波瀾 無法具名






給 特別的朋友






你們可能相愛過, 但是為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起.

也許他為了朋友之間的義氣, 不能追你.

也許為了顧及家人的意見, 你們沒有在一起.

也許為了出國深造, 他沒有要你等他.

也許你們相遇太早, 還不懂得珍惜對方.

也許你們相遇太晚, 你們身邊已經有了另一個人.

也許你回頭太遲, 對方已不再等待.

不過 即使你們沒在一起, 你們還是保持了朋友的關係.

但是你們心底清楚, 對這個人, 你比朋友還多了一份關心.

即使不能名正言順的跟他牽著手逛街, 你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友.

他有喜歡的人你口頭上會幫他追, 心裡卻不是很清楚, 你是不是真的希望他追到...

他遇到困難時你會盡你所能的幫他, 不會計較誰又欠了誰.

男女朋友吃醋了, 你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友, 但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定.





每個人這輩子, 心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友.





很矛盾的行為. 一開始你不甘心只做朋友的, 但久了, 突然發現這樣最好.

你寧願這樣關心他, 總好過你們在一起而有天會分手.

你寧願做他的朋友, 彼此不會吃醋, 才可以真的無所不談.

特別是這樣, 你還是知道, 他永遠會關心你的.

做不成男女朋友, 就當他那個特別的朋友, 有什麼不好呢.

















我想每個人都有一個特別的她或他






我也有那樣一個你

只是我從來都不說 總是用笑來掩蓋

生怕會改變什麼 太害怕改變不是我要的

總是在某些時刻會有某些情緒 油然而生 像是不能說的秘密要悄悄的 悄悄的

守著害怕失去 就寧願不要得到

大概是這種烏龜心態就像界門綱目科屬種 把世界上的生物分門別類 到最枝節的部份

每個人在我的心中都有一個位置 標纖上註明著那份量和地位

可是我從沒辦法把你分門別類 不明




那就不去想 一次又一次得到這個結論 我這樣對自己說




有個承諾還沒兌現 我放在心裡 遲遲無法兌現

因為我太膽小

因為我不知道化學作用是不是絕對性的

因為太複雜的習題 我就不想解

我把它放在心底 或許會隨著時間風化

但或許有天我會大聲的對你說








這個承諾 其實我還記得 你記得嗎?

補記 09102008 Ivan's 22th Anniversary

see this pic and u know.......................................................I AM 22 NOW!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~~~~~

this year, my cake is a pumpkin pie

its not exact a cake, but its still sooooooo delicious

i think i can both celebrate my birthday and halloween ha ha



the birthday song is the most important element u dont wanna miss

this year, i give myself " Twenty-Two " from David Tao

the lyric really inspire me to think about myself

actually, i dont really like celebrating brithday

cuze everytime ur day is coming, that means u r getting older and having more responsibility

more duties on ur shoulder more u can't behave like a kid

i have to realize what is my self-imagination

what is i really deaire to own

start to do a Ivan's Ivan instead of a Ivan in other people's dream

anyway, im 100% sure i will miss those days i was twelve so badly like the song says

pumpkin pie + a bottle of BUD LIGHT how healthy it is!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me!!!!!!!!

at the end, thanks everybody's happy birthday

no matter by phone, by MSN, or by mouth and from America or from Taiwan

especially, thanks friend M.'s adorable gift and simplest card ha ha

Mr. Children - KURUMI

隨著希望的衍生而增加的失望

伴隨邂逅的次數而增加的離別

卻總是乞望能擁有比眼前的更多

good music, deeply touched

its the song ive addicted to recently

the MV is funny but meaningful so as the lyric

and so many connections when im istening the song

i actually like the meaning of the lyric cuze it totally talks the depth of my mind

i found one has the chinese translation lyric, so it can be more understandable

but the downside is the quality of definition isnt so good

" 明天會是怎樣呢? "

Today's Dinner

tonight, i made a grateful and delicious dinner by myself but under an uncomplete home

sort of proud of myself cuze i never cook anything without easy processes

thats why im never tryin' to do any "chinese cuisine" although im an exact chinese

(btw, dont be picky, i know salad isnt a chinese food, just lazy)

anyway, the first shot of cooking chinese food wasnt bad

actually, it was kind of amazing and surprising when the result turned out

it seemed i can fit in with a househusband pretty well, ha ha

everything was wonderful, music and dinner

however, i sensed one taste over stood out in my dishes

.....................................................................................................the taste of homesick

maybe next time i should beware of seasoning